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November 3rd, 2008
03:36 am - o mai laird.
it's late and I'm hallucinating pretty hard at the moment.
o laird.
tonight has been fragments of conversations, complex carbohydrates, nicotine, and feelings. Not in that order.
at the end of the day, though:
I am 100% done with caring what anyone else thinks. I exist in a very small and very selfish domain, and not only am I more than okay with that, but people can take me as I am or go to hell.
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October 1st, 2008
11:18 am
sometimes i just get the sinking feeling that my ending will not be a happy one.
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May 29th, 2008
09:03 am
Life may be changing quickly and dramatically in the very near future. Details to follow as new information surfaces. I don't want to spill any beans until I know for sure what's going on, and until I do, I'm going to pretty much be dying of suspense. I cleaned the whole apartment last night out of sheer nerves, and then I proceeded to go to Target, purchase a large and expensive Lego set, and stay up until past midnight building it. Nothing does it for me quite like a Lego does.
I'm not religious, but if you happen to be, pray for me. I'm due for some good luck.
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July 23rd, 2007
11:55 am
I am almost embarrassed to admit this, but I'm feeling this profound sense of loss since I finished the last Harry Potter book. I'm so sad it's over, even though it had such a happy ending. I hate the feeling of having nothing else to look forward to...
</dorky>
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July 10th, 2007
10:12 pm - bi-annual update
HAY GUISE!!
It's time for an update on What the Hell I'm Doing, since it's been awhile and all. I've actually made some major changes in my life recently and I think they're all for the better, so here goes:
1) Paul and I are not having a traditional wedding as planned. This notion was quickly derailed when my mother tried to micromanage the event entirely, from the venue to the wedding itself to the food to the drinks to the EXTREME. It became clear that it would not at all be a happy day in my life, and, in all honesty, it was shaping up to be a nightmare. You know your event isn't shaping up well when you'd rather be in Freddy Krueger's boiler room than at your wedding. So instead we're eloping, probably to Hawaii sometime in September as originally planned.
2) I've pretty much quit video games. No more WoW, no more LotRO, and only a slight bit of Medievia (I'm keeping up with my realestate responsibilities and logging for like 15 minutes a day). I just felt like I'd gotten to a point in my life where I couldn't stand looking at the computer screen all night long after looking at it all day at work, and sitting around all day had pretty much led me to become a fat, lazy slob. I can be honest about it because I'm drop dead serious, it was wrecking my life. No, really, it was. So I decided to do something about it, which leads me to my next point:
3) I'm taking a martial arts class. The style I'm learning is Kenpo, and it is fucking crazy awesome. It really works you hard, and it's fun as hell to learn. Beyond learning kicks and punches and all that good shit, you actually train your body. I mean, imagine me trying to do a pushup. Now imagine me trying to do pushups like this. Except not back and forth, but in a super fast-paced, ever-moving line down the mats, keeping up with a partner and six other groups of people. I got to a point tonight where I was basically just rolling the hell down the line hoping I wouldn't pass out in public. It was both awesome and pathetic and I can't wait to get better. I only wish I had someone to do it with me, since you partner off for every class and strangers are slightly creepy (Paul refuses, in case you were wondering, because god forbid he burns a calorie). Similarly:
4) I'm on a diet. I will get back to the weight I was at and the shape I was in during my early college years, and that is that.
5) I'm keeping up with housework, if you can believe it. Any of you who have seen my dorm rooms/bedrooms/apartment know that I am accustomed to living in an advanced and semi-permanent state of filth. I've upgraded to "light sheen of dust on everything, and lots of cat hair around, but otherwise fairly tidy".
And that's all I have to say about that. I miss you all and hope you're well, and for those of you within driving distance, let's get together soon. My super-busy sitting around schedule has been considerably freed up.
Current Mood: energetic
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